Courtney Act sobbed writing about her first same-sex snog 

Courtney Act was left sobbing in her journal on her initial kiss to a man to write her autobiography. 

The "RuPaul's Drag Race' star put pen to paper to write her story through her autobiography 'Caught in the Act'. 

The book features the retelling of an "cute little happy memory" of the 40-year-old Australian drag queen's first homosex rink 

she broke to tears as she recounted that moment in her process of writing process.

In an interview in the new! the magazine Courtney stated: "(Writing the book was) certainly cathartic. 

It was the deepest childhood therapy I have ever had in my life. 

Like the moment I first had a kiss with my boyfriend as cute and happy memory.